I just read Maan's blog last night and I found out that Dan was confined to the hospital. I did not finish reading her post and ended up cussing at my comment for her! (Sorry Maan!) I immediately disconnected the internet and checked my directory. I tried to call Dan hoping that he's out of the hospital. You know, Dan will always be my friend. He's one of those very few people who can understand me. I'm sort of weird and he's also weird so that's why probably we clicked a lot as good friends! Heehee!

When I called him, I cursed him so much and he told me that he deserves being cursed at. Imagine your friend going to the hospital without even telling you. What the hell!!! He just told me things and then back to the cyber world again.

Change topic.

Have you ever been gossiped about or have you made gossips about someone? I've been a loyal CANDYgirl and I read articles about tattletales but I simply can't relate 'coz I don't think that anyone will gossip about me and I have never and will never create gossips. When I say gossips, I don't simply mean sharing private secrets but also telling make-believe stories.

Dan told it to me after the enrollment about what Djoskarl has been telling the whole class about those "crush" things! Duh! For so many years, I have been hush-hush about those things and sometimes, I forgot to think about it. Okay, I've been crushing on Hayden Christensen, Paul Walker, Ira Cruz, Yael Yuzon and Chris Cantada. I have this ordinary guy crush and Dan knows who it is. I was about to tell Jackie, but I wasn't able to catch her up. And as Katie said, if I tell it to someone whom I cannot trust, it's like commiting suicide! Dan said that Djoskarl did it out of insecurity. Repeat mantra: Dan said it! I wanted to hate Djoskarl but then I realized that IT IS NOT MY PROBLEM, IT'S HERS! After my realization, I didn't feel any depression or pinch. I just didn't think about it. I'll be idolizing Soujirou Seta who smiles whenever he's sad or angry. Actually, he's the character in Samurai X I'm really interested about. He smiles when he's abused, he smiles when he's sad or angry, he smiles ALL the time. What do you think about Soujirou?

I'm not judging Djoskarl about what she's been doing. I can't blame her. We ALL do and have our mistakes. I'm not giving her a bad image. I'm just writing for the sake of releasng some thoughts. I mean, it's all up to you reader if you think that I'm being bad AGAIN. If you think that I'm being a bad person, then it's your opinion and I don't have the ability to change it. :D

It's not my problem. It's yours.

Hey, sounds great for a vintage-esque slogan tee! (Hint, hint!) Black fabric paint and bright plain tee! Hahaha!