I am a certified GUNBOUND FAN (the term 'ADDICT' is a HYPERBOLE) and I AM PROUD TO BE ONE. It's free and entertaining. It has a concept of projectile motion and air resistance. And just like singing, blogging, and creating trinkets, it helps me relieve stress.

And if you really hate MY stupid mouth, then avoid or go away from me. I shouldn't be the one to avoid you.

Somehow I enjoyed the prom, although my mother destroyed all the enjoyment. She never allowed me to enjoy my life. To enjoy being a teenager. I always seem to be a kid who never got independence when I am outside of the house but she always tell me to do household chores because I am already old.

Anyway, thanks to Roddel, Lyndon, Lee, Jonathan, Anthony and Paulo for letting me have fun by throwing each other seat covers!!! (I am serious!!! I had fun! Though I got wet with sweat afterwards... imagine throwing seat covers while wearing a gown.) That's the best part of the prom! Thanks to Abby too, a second year usherette who told me where Table #1 was. It's a weird feeling being in table one, and also aching because I can't see the projector's image clearly so I had to bend my neck for so long. In hierarchy, Topher(my first), Jheric, Edgar, Ace, Jomar, Dan, Anthony, Anjo, Eric and Paulo(my last!) danced me. I only danced to slow music except when Jomar invited me to wild music. I hate dancing wild! But it will be rude if I refuse. [I also owe Edgar one because he told someone to do something for me!! Thanks Edgar!] Actually, Topher, Edgar, Anjo and Paulo danced me twice! At first I thought I would never dance, although Topher and Edgar promised to dance with me last Thursday. I only took pictures at first. Too bad, I lost to get a pic of Weena and Lyndon dancing together. I am also happy for Erielle that he found his perfect dancing match, ate Azalea from 4-Newton! I also took pictures of the flowers and candles on the center table. I was also kinda disgusted because my camera doesn't work properly. I aslo left 2 shots way back home so I took pictures of the corsage and others memoirs laid on my bed.

I also saw 2 or 3 couples at the prom night doing some PDA thingie there... eww! *pukes* Not because I'm envious of them, why should I? Mind you... But because they (especially the girls) didn't reserve their purities... eww! (Remember Joshua Harris's I Kissed Dating Goodbye?) I swore myself I wouldn't do that. I swear... you would have puked if you saw them.. groooossssssss!! YIKES.

Question: Is PDA acceptable for you?

When is the prom? today? i don't feel like it because i still have work to do. A while ago, i cleaned our comfort room and water mixed with my sweat. I wasn't able to find a good pair of shoes so I ended up with my white strappy heels from Bally, which my aunt gave me 2 last 2003, anyway it's not a bad deal because it is from BALLY and i also like the style, though theyr'e not slingbacks.

I sewed the beads and sequins on my once plain satin purse, so now it looks great. I also made my earrings so I'm very happy, since I san't find the perfect pair in any department stores. Besides, theyr'e much cheaper. My momma also bought pearls and an orange ribbon yesterday so I revamped it and I came up with an ala-Audrey Hepburn pearl bracelet. Though I am not a fan of Audrey Hepburn. I think that this prom is not really a spulge for me because I had my gown and purse at a very low price and I bought nothing more and nothing less (except for the beads of my earrings and my vintage bracelet).

I am also feeling emotionally bad but now, I am going to feel better, I promise. But i made a solution already though it is not yet convincing right now. Watch out. I might become a goth. I told it to edgar and he agreed on my solution, so now, I am very confident with my solution. Anyway, even if my classmates hate me, I can still live without them. That's what Dan likes about my attitude and he even says that I seem to be a veteran problematic person. I think it is an advantage because I can be immune to problems. I'd still be happy, I think even though I will not maintain this "star" section. And even though I don't have a barkada, I'd still happy because I'm not like other people who have friends only during happy times, but all of them goes away during the sad times. At least, I don't need people who only love me during happy times. Now can you clue in on who are the causes of my problems. They are always the causes of problems, but now, I tell them that they will stop it.

I told Dan and he agreed that I'd still be happy or even happier if all the people who hate me will REALLY hate me. Anyway, I don't live for them. I live for the people who care for me and love me for what I am. I am a good person and I can tell it to the world. I am not evil. I am a kind person. I swear. I don't care if others agree or not. Their opinions don't matter because they don't care for me anyway. I believe in myself and as Eleanor Roosevelt said: "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." Anyway, some friends have told me that I am actually a good person. Want me to enumerate what makes me a good person? No need. If you are not convinced, then it is up2u.

I am eating some Kimy Blasters right now and it makes me feel better. Plus, blogging is the best thing to do when I am down. Thanks to the ice cream man for dropping by our house!

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i was sort of happy yesterday because i met Marie Marcella, a friend of my aunt, Tita Mercy. She works in this NGO place and we have the same interest in scrapbooks. She said she was going to mail me the punched papers [like those of Jomar!] so I remembered that I had earrings with me so I gave her the blue one! I was there at the clinic at 3:15 pm, but i waited until 4:00 pm and i was talking with ate Marie for that long time. She said she was interested with meeting children and teens like me. She first asked me about my school and there it goes for 45 minutes.

I also gave my aunt the orange earrings and she liked it very much, that's only when i noticed that my aunt, though she's in her thirties still loved the accessories. I'm also gonna make one for tita bern and ate ruby.

I was finished at 5:10 pm and i was in a REAL hurry because our house blessing is scheduled at 6:00pm!!! i reached our house at 6:10 pm. i was running to the jeepney stop and towards our house and as i expected, it started LATE.

that night was the first time i saw six people in pristine white uniforms serving my mom and dad's guests. Yes, they had the occassion catered by their friend, because they did not know what will they do since we only have one helper, and she won't be able to do everything.

I slept at 12:30 am...

and one thing i regret the most about getting cough...

THERE WAS A VIDEOKE MACHINE AT OUR HOUSE HIRED BY MY DAD.

I played gunbound today and guess where...

...at the computer shop at the back of the school!

guess when...

...after classes!!

and guess who I was with...

...pau-pau, the world-peace promoter and little kids search Champion

...lyndon, the break-dancer, corny joker, and 3-point shooter package

...ace, the chemistry contest winner who is addicted to GB

...lee, the great green-minded philosopher

...and emman, the harsh magician!

not a bad deal huh?!

hahaha!!! ace already has a metal axe icon and i only have a double stone hammer icon (5 GP more to be a metal axe!), at first the computers always hang, but later on i had many one-on-one's with ace... I was also disappointed because the computer I was using has a broken spacebar which i badly needed to play GB.... course he defeated me many times because i haven't played for so long but i still defeated him at our last 2 games!! [using J.D] unfortunately, i had to go because i need to have a cleaning at the clinic and our house blessing. But i was really happy that i played with them somehow... i'll do it again next time! After the prom week... probably the first week of march!! Hurray!! I'll exchange window shopping with gunbound sessions!

Pau got to see my blog coz he was sitting beside me but he didn't read it coz he was too busy to play Ragnarok... :)

I will do it again...

JUST DO IT!

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Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care
for others over yourself. However, many people
appreciate your caring side and would rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a great
personality. Calm, serene, and understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to
people in need. Don't change your sweet
nature, your constant being-there can save a
life.

I suggest your go into a field that
centers around working with others such as a
doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard,
or Teacher. If none of these occupations
interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that
there are plenty of oppertunities out there for
you.

What type of teenager are you?
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Creativity. You are different from any one else,
you find your happiness when your mind works,
you like things that make you wonder, and
because you like to watch how things work some
say you are shy or unsociable, don't listen to
them, people like you are rare.

What is your way to ultimate happiness? (8 outcomes w/ new pix please read memo)
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You are UNIQUE! Ur the good type of person!
innocent and you like your life the way it
is.Ofcourse there will come the bad days but
your friends are always there for you. Keep up
the good work because there are people that can
never reach the stage you are in right now! Please rate.. thanx

Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
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You are most like Raven. Quiet and usually soft
spoken, you don't like crowds and can be
slightly gothic. You try to repress your
emotions for one reason or another but one of
your most powerful emotions is your anger. Your
temper sometimes gets the best of you and when
that happens those in your way would wish they
weren't. You seem somewhat creepy to others and
you earn a few odd stares but who cares? You
aren't an outdoors person and avoid venturing
outside when you can. You are generally the
smart one and maybe not by trying to, the most
cynical and sarcastic of the bunch which can be
good or bad. You don't like anyone invading
your privacy and you don't seem to be all that
social. But for what it's worth you can be
quite handy in a tough situation. You are drawn
to the darkness or night most of the time. You
appear mysterious and/or potentially dangerous
at times and not everyone trusts you right
away.

Which Teen Titans Character Are You?
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RAVEN is my Favorite TEEN TITAN really!!

F:

Your Beauty lies in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and
never what anyone expects. You appearance and your personality are two
opposite things. Even your appearance sends different signals to different
people. To some you may look innocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious
and intimidating at the same time. No one ever knows what to expect with you.
You are a little bit of everything all mixed together. You can be watching
the football game with the guys one minute and the next out shopping at the
mall. You seem to be almost a different person every time you meet someone, but
at the same time you know exactly who you are and there is always that one
thing that makes you you. You enjoy keeping people guessing and people love how
completely unpredictable you are.

Some Things That Represent You:

Element: Fire, Water Animal: Chameleon Color:
Dark Tones, Light Tones Song: Everything by Alanis Morrisette
Expression: Half-smile

Gemstone: Opal Mythological Creature: Gryphon,
Half-breeds Planet: Mars Hair
Color: Red Eye Color: Brown

Quote: "Appearances can be deceiving."

Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..
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i'm into both stress and happiness this week. well, i lost my calculator last tuesday!!! and i can't live without my Casio fx570ms!! Oh no! I took a look at an appliance store and there were no stocks of my model, but an fx991ms, my brother's model was there costing 765 pesos. i can't believe i have to blow the money i saved into a calculator. stupid me. anyway, my model and my brother's is almost the same except that my brother's has both solar and battery power, mine only has batteries. i cannot find my watch too! just yesterday and i can't live without my watch!! i'm already used to my things so even if you present me another watch or calculator, it will be difficult for me to adjust to new things. i couldn't even eat properly when my calculator got lost. i didn't eat dinner, i can't eat breakfast properly, i can't finish my lunch and it takes me so long to finish my snacks even though my tummy is already aching. my mom said i was probably stressed that's why.

anyway, i also had GREAT happiness. as you know, i almost cursed Math, but i made it to the Local Math Olympiad (LMO). Actually, Kristine was at my back when she said that i was part of it, with 19 others and i was looking stupid coz i didn't know what LMO was. i didn't even care about the Math Week! the next day, wednesday, i can't keep my attention off my lost calculator but i had to take the test. Of course, i did my best although i am not good in math. i'm still alright. then i thought that the test will be the basis of the winner and that they will only pick the highest pointer but mr. sollera said they will pick 10 for the semi-finals. and in the 3rd year, only 10 took the test, the other 10 were either absent or suspended (you know...) so i made it to the semi-finals without needing to worry. and i wasn't pressured at all coz i know that i don't need to win and my pair, from 4-moseley (i dunno how to spell his name) wasn't pressured either so we just did what we can, although he was actually the one who was working on everything. then we realized that we got the fifth place. i don't know how to explain the feeling. i was shocked, excited, scared, almost crying, my heart was almost aching, and i was almost jumping up ang down. we made it to the finals. but we still got the fifth place in the finals. it's okay, coz i am still proud that i made it to the finals (even just to the LMO eliminations!!). Carlo and his partner, Michael Rivera got the first, Erielle and his partner go the second and Roddel with Rodolfo Semira got the third. Hurrah for 3-Ptolemy!! I told it to my mom and dad and also about the lost calculator but they didn't really care about the calculator, it was okay for them, since i am the one to replace it. the next day, i got 3 oranges!! sweet!! but i feel like having cough and colds today.

The next day, Mrs. Vidal called me and i thought i did something wrong so i got scared. Then she said to us, (with Eric, Ekai, Anthony and Lowell) that she will present out outputs to the supervisor so we need to prettify our outputs. "Wow!", that's the only thing i said. There's REAL happiness.

Then yesterday, Weena, Ekai and I went to the department store and i saw a very similar gown there, i was really shocked but i didn't care. I also went to the supermarket and bought marshmallows as a prize for myself to keep me motivated. marshmallows are not like chocolates anyway, theyr'e fat-free and a lot cheaper. i also went to Heavenly Stitchin' Moments to buy beads for my prom bag. i happend to saw hooks for the earrings i made at home. That store, I really love what they sell, but not the salesladies (i hope i can call them salesladies!) they are not friendly and always on the bad mood, although i was friendly to them. It's alright. I spent 68 pesos there but i was more than satisfied. I made 2 new earrings and my other 4 earrings, i placed hooks on them. I was really happy! last week, i had 10 new earrings, now i have made 2 new. so i have 22 in my earrings collection. without having to blow off money. i also sew on beads and sequins on my prom bag. HaHa! i felt like Kate Torralba when i saw my finish product. It looks like a shantung purse from Ishq. LOLZ! That's just what i feel. for just a 150 pesos (the purse), glass beads, a few sequins, thread, needle, imaginative mind, and double careful hands, you can get an ala-Kate Torralba purse! LOLZ! Hey! i just took inspiration from what i saw in the department store. I examined it very well and without it, i might not know how to sew fringes on the purse! LOLZ!

I am going back to that crafts store! too bad, theyr'e closed at 6:30 pm so i can only go there every friday. It's really my favorite eversince i discovered that they sold sequins.

Hey people, especially accessory lovers. I am selling personalized bead earrings for only 15-20 pesos depending if i know you or not. just tell me what color. later on, i will be selling beaded chokers and bracelets. i dunno yet what price.

I'm into business!! I'll be like Happy David!! LOLZ!

para nakong GAGo. Galing mag-ilusyon. bangag! eh ano? dito lang ako magaling. wla akong ibubuga sa ibang bagay.

source: yssa's blog

 
You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.

Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
brought to you by Quizilla hey... why did i get this? i answered very honestly... maybe i am just a dark girl. that's okay... that's what i am.

at last... exams are finish... but how about the scores? i dont even want to worry about that... today, i am planning to get the most of my Saturday. Clean my room, arrange my closet, arrange my accessories, make my own poem, create a prologue for my long-delayed new project, and eat the oranges my mom gave me as a reward (i really adore oranges! they are so healthy and sweet!).

how about that? that's it for the end of exams... hurrah... but here comes another quarter. i can predict that this quarter will be full of pressure, self-studying again... because all that is left is plain 2 months.

i just want to share about this week. last monday, fres and i were really cramming for our instructural report in TW, but we found a way out! then tuesday, i really hated that computer shop the pc was busted... and we hadn't done anything but we paid 15 pesos. fres and i were lazy to assert ourselves because the shop was so noisy and the person in charge there is almost deaf. we finally finished the letter of transmittal by 10 minutes before 1 pm. i ran to mrs. erencio because i know that there was a meeting at 1 pm... so i burned calories, so i was able to pass it, then i was about to get my notebook in physics so went upstairs, up to the third floor, then angelica told me that my notebook was downstairs, so i ran again... i was almost hungry that time so i wanted to go home. but i still went to ever gotesco cuz i really want to buy a pair of earrings... at 1:10 pm i went home. i ate some food by 2:30 pm... hmm... then during nights before exams, of course i sleep at 11:00 pm. now i know why i sleep early... it is because i go home early and i don't waste time texting, watching tv or talking on the phone. that's it.

friday is the best. and that is the time i really felt best... although i don't think i'll get high scores, i still felt good cuz at last i finishe the exams... i was also worrying cuz djoskarl had chicken pox and went to school, she wasted it, cuz she wasn't allowed to, i think she was asked to go home...

i just bummed around the classroom until 12:00 pm... then i went to my tita for a facial cleaning. the nurse asked me what course am i going to take in college, i realized that i really don't have those dream occupations... like yssa's, dan's, lyndon's and anthony's dreams of being doctors... i don't really have those... all i want is to write poetry or short stories, write compositions on bond papers and adorning the paper with colors and everything... just like what we do in filipino... that's what i really love to do... that's why i really miss the creative writing sessions with my english teacher, miss najera when i was in elementary, i really love those coz i can express myself through writing and being creative. that is why i really love it when mrs. lucena asks us to write poems on bond papers coz i fell satisfaction when i write things and i see them with colorful gizmos.

anyway i was almost scared cuz its been months since i went there. of course it hurts, but i had a good technique... i take a deep breathe everytime by zits are pricked. after that, i looked at the mirror and got scared coz i looked like a lobster!! my face was really red so i was walking along taft avenue with my head down. the lrt even got busted so it took me almost 40 minutes from UN ave to monumento, which usually takes 15-20 minutes if you ride there at noontime. argh... i just went again to ever gotesco to buy earrings. i got 3 pieces for 15 pesos only! good bargain right? i went home almost hungry but not starving coz i only ate a chicken sandwich and i survived until 3:30 pm. when i got home, i ate another chicken sandwich and juice so no more hunger pangs for me! i also got a new breakthrough in fashion, specifically accessories. it is actually an invention and i hope i can be recognized with these. these are actually interchangeable earrings! i just made them with my old ponytail holders, old beads, and my brother's small long-nosed pliers. almost everything is recycled but it was really cute and i adore them myself. i took inspiration from what i saw at the department store. i can't give it a good illustation through writing.

in the afternoon, i just watched tv while laughing so hard coz there was a pirate named "Ace" in the cartoons that my brother was watching when he arrives early, and aside from the fact that it was really funny!

i slept around 9:30 pm... and i woke up today at 9:30 am. funny, and i ate oranges again for breakfast, sweet!

sorry classmates for not attending, your textbrigade is too late... it is timed 23:11:10 in my phone when karen sent it to me and i am already sleeping that time. next time please have the text brigade earlier.